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&ldquo;T&ocirc;i &#273;ang &#7903; &#273;&acirc;u v&#7853;y nh&#7881;?&rdquo; Thi tho&#7843;ng c&acirc;u h&#7887;i &#273;&oacute; l&#7841;i vang l&ecirc;n, khi m&agrave; nh&#7919;ng d&ograve;ng suy ngh&#297; ch&#7841;y &#273;&#7871;n kh&ocirc;ng ng&#7915;ng v&agrave; ch&#432;a k&#7883;p s&#7855;p x&#7871;p, ch&#7891;ng ch&eacute;o l&ecirc;n nhau nh&#432; cu&#7897;n ch&#7881; b&#7883; m&#7855;c r&#7889;i. Xin ch&agrave;o, t&ocirc;i c&#7911;a tu&#7893;i 13! L&#7847;n &#273;&#7847;u ti&ecirc;n trong &#273;&#7901;i, t&ocirc;i b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u bi&#7871;t &#273;&#7871;n kh&aacute;i ni&#7879;m &ldquo;C&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n l&agrave; g&igrave;?&rdquo;. &#272;&oacute; l&agrave; m&#7897;t t&#7915; g&igrave; &#273;&oacute; c&oacute; v&#7867; c&oacute; s&#7913;c n&#7863;ng h&#417;n nhi&#7873;u so v&#7899;i &#273;&#7883;nh ngh&#297;a m&agrave; ch&uacute;ng ta c&oacute; th&#7875; d&#7877; d&agrave;ng t&igrave;m th&#7845;y v&agrave; &#273;&#7885;c &#273;&#432;&#7907;c tr&ecirc;n m&#7841;ng. Nh&#432;ng, sau t&#7845;t c&#7843; m&#7885;i chuy&#7879;n &#273;&atilde; tr&#7843;i qua, n&oacute; l&#7841;i l&agrave; &#273;&#7913;a tr&#7867; d&#7883;u d&agrave;ng nh&#7845;t l&agrave; t&ocirc;i t&#7915;ng g&#7863;p. T&ocirc;i b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u t&#7921; h&#7887;i &ldquo;M&igrave;nh &#273;ang &#7903; &#273;&acirc;u?&rdquo;. &#272;&#7913;ng d&#7921;a v&agrave;o lan can tr&#432;&#7899;c c&#7917;a l&#7899;p, h&#432;&#7899;ng m&#7855;t nh&igrave;n l&ecirc;n b&#7847;u tr&#7901;i, &ldquo;ch&oacute;i qu&aacute;&rdquo;, t&ocirc;i nh&#7855;m m&#7855;t l&#7841;i. T&#7915;ng m&agrave;u s&#7855;c b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u hi&#7879;n l&ecirc;n, &#273;&#7887;, r&#7891;i &#273;&#7871;n xanh, r&#7891;i v&agrave;ng, t&ocirc;i m&#7881;m c&#432;&#7901;i, &ldquo;N&agrave;y, c&#7853;u c&oacute; bi&#7871;t t&#7841;i sao khi h&#432;&#7899;ng m&#7855;t l&ecirc;n &aacute;nh n&#7855;ng v&agrave; nh&#7855;m m&#7855;t l&#7841;i l&#7841;i c&oacute; nhi&#7873;u m&agrave;u s&#7855;c th&uacute; v&#7883; th&#7871; nh&#7881;, c&ograve;n bi&#7871;t bi&#7871;n &#273;&#7893;i n&#7919;a ch&#7913;?&rdquo;. Khi nh&#7855;m m&#7855;t l&#7841;i, b&#7841;n s&#7869; nh&igrave;n th&#7845;y nhi&#7873;u th&#7913; m&agrave; khi m&#7903; m&#7855;t, b&#7841;n s&#7869; kh&ocirc;ng th&#7875; th&#7845;y &#273;&#432;&#7907;c. Gi&oacute; nh&egrave; nh&#7865; th&#7893;i c&#7911;a nh&#7919;ng ng&agrave;y ch&#7853;p ch&#7919;ng v&agrave;o h&egrave;, mang theo h&#417;i n&oacute;ng kh&ocirc;ng qu&aacute; gay g&#7855;t. T&ocirc;i &#273;&#7913;ng &#273;&oacute;, d&#432;&#7901;ng nh&#432; kh&ocirc;ng nghe th&#7845;y &acirc;m thanh &#7891;n &atilde; c&#7911;a l&#7899;p h&#7885;c sau l&#432;ng, m&#7885;i th&#7913; bi&#7871;n m&#7845;t. T&ocirc;i nghe th&#7845;y ti&#7871;ng gi&oacute;, ti&#7871;ng ve b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u k&ecirc;u nhi&#7873;u h&#417;n, &ldquo;v&agrave; ti&#7871;ng n&oacute;i chuy&#7879;n c&#7911;a ch&iacute;nh t&ocirc;i&rdquo;, sau n&agrave;y t&ocirc;i m&#7899;i bi&#7871;t, n&oacute; &#273;&#432;&#7907;c g&#7885;i l&agrave; ti&#7871;ng n&oacute;i n&#7897;i t&acirc;m: &ldquo;Li&#7879;u n&#7871;u c&#7853;u bi&#7871;n m&#7845;t, c&oacute; ai nh&#7899; &#273;&#7871;n s&#7921; t&#7891;n t&#7841;i c&#7911;a c&#7853;u kh&ocirc;ng?&rdquo; &ndash; &ldquo;Ch&#7855;c s&#7869; &#7893;n th&ocirc;i, v&igrave; t&#7899; s&#7869; nh&#7899; &#273;&#7871;n s&#7921; t&#7891;n t&#7841;i c&#7911;a nh&#7919;ng ng&#432;&#7901;i nh&#432; t&#7899;&rdquo;. T&ocirc;i m&#7903; m&#7855;t ra, m&#7885;i c&#7843;nh v&#7853;t v&#7851;n v&#7853;y. Nh&#432;ng k&#7923; l&#7841;, &ldquo;n&oacute; c&oacute; v&#7867; l&#7841;i kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n &#273;&#417;n gi&#7843;n l&agrave; nh&#432; v&#7853;y n&#7919;a&rdquo;. B&#7847;u tr&#7901;i trong xanh &#273;&#7871;n l&#7841;. T&ocirc;i v&#7851;n nh&#7899; trong c&aacute;c b&agrave;i v&#259;n m&#7851;u, ng&#432;&#7901;i ta hay mi&ecirc;u t&#7843; b&#7847;u tr&#7901;i v&#7899;i nh&#7919;ng &#273;&aacute;m m&acirc;y b&#7891;ng b&#7873;nh nh&#432; nh&#7919;ng chi&#7871;c k&#7865;o b&ocirc;ng. Nh&#432;ng b&#7847;u tr&#7901;i l&uacute;c n&agrave;y kh&ocirc;ng nh&#432; v&#7853;y. Kh&oacute; kh&#259;n l&#7855;m t&ocirc;i m&#7899;i t&igrave;m th&#7845;y m&#7897;t ch&uacute;t m&#7843;ng m&acirc;y m&agrave;u tr&#7855;ng, nh&ograve;e nh&ograve;e nh&#432; m&agrave;u ph&#7845;n b&#7843;ng lau ch&#432;a s&#7841;ch. M&agrave;u xanh &#7845;y t&#7841;o cho t&ocirc;i c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c th&#7853;t d&#7877; ch&#7883;u. T&#7915; &#273;&oacute;, t&ocirc;i b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u y&ecirc;u b&#7847;u tr&#7901;i, y&ecirc;u nh&#7919;ng g&igrave; r&#7845;t t&#7921; nhi&ecirc;n &#7845;y, v&agrave; y&ecirc;u c&aacute;i c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c b&igrave;nh y&ecirc;n n&agrave;y. T&ocirc;i mu&#7889;n &#273;&#432;a tay ra, c&#7843;m nh&#7853;n c&aacute;i &ldquo;h&igrave;nh th&ugrave;&rdquo; c&#7911;a c&#417;n gi&oacute; kia, nh&#432;ng s&#7907; ai &#273;&oacute; s&#7869; &#273;&#7893; n&#432;&#7899;c t&#7915; t&#7847;ng tr&ecirc;n xu&#7889;ng, t&ocirc;i t&#7915; b&#7887; &yacute; &#273;&#7883;nh &#7845;y. N&#7855;ng b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u chi&#7871;u t&#7899;i ch&#7895; t&ocirc;i, t&ocirc;i &#273;i ra ch&#7895; c&oacute; c&acirc;y che t&#7841;m. Khi &#273;&#7913;ng tr&ecirc;n t&#7847;ng hai, t&aacute;n c&acirc;y kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n l&agrave; th&#7913; kh&oacute; ch&#7841;m t&#7899;i n&#7919;a. T&ocirc;i nh&#7899; l&#7841;i c&oacute; m&#7897;t l&#7847;n, t&ocirc;i ng&#7891;i tr&ecirc;n gh&#7871; &#273;&aacute; d&#432;&#7899;i s&acirc;n tr&#432;&#7901;ng, ngay d&#432;&#7899;i c&aacute;i c&acirc;y n&agrave;y, v&agrave; h&#432;&#7899;ng m&#7855;t nh&igrave;n l&ecirc;n, m&#7897;t c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c &ldquo;g&igrave; &#273;&oacute;&rdquo; &#273;&atilde; th&#7893;i h&#7891;n v&agrave;o trong t&ocirc;i. T&ocirc;i ng&#7917;a h&#7859;n c&#7893; l&#7841;i ra sau, nh&igrave;n l&ecirc;n t&aacute;n c&acirc;y &#7845;y, &aacute;nh n&#7855;ng chi&#7871;u xuy&ecirc;n qua t&#7915;ng k&#7869; l&aacute;, h&igrave;nh d&aacute;ng c&#7911;a tia n&#7855;ng v&agrave;ng &oacute;ng c&#7911;a m&ugrave;a h&egrave;, t&#7915;ng tia t&#7915;ng tia &#273;&#7913;ng t&#7921; do t&#7841;o n&ecirc;n m&#7897;t khung c&#7843;nh th&#7853;t &#273;&#7865;p, &ldquo;v&agrave; l&#7841;?&rdquo; T&ocirc;i mu&#7889;n t&igrave;m ra c&aacute;i &ldquo;l&#7841;&rdquo; &#273;&oacute; l&agrave; g&igrave;? B&#7847;u tr&#7901;i kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n nh&#432; m&#7885;i h&ocirc;m. &Aacute;nh n&#7855;ng c&#361;ng kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n nh&#432; m&#7885;i h&ocirc;m n&#7919;a. C&oacute; l&#7869; &#273;&oacute; l&agrave; l&uacute;c t&ocirc;i nh&#7853;n ra, th&#7871; gi&#7899;i quan c&#7911;a m&igrave;nh b&#7855;t &#273;&#7847;u thay &#273;&#7893;i, v&agrave; n&oacute; thay &#273;&#7893;i c&aacute;ch t&ocirc;i c&#7843;m v&agrave; nh&igrave;n m&#7885;i v&#7853;t. Kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n c&aacute;i c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c s&#7907; h&atilde;i s&#7921; c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n m&agrave; th&#432;&#7901;ng xuy&ecirc;n mu&#7889;n kh&oacute;c. C&#361;ng kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c l&#7841;c l&otilde;ng, tr&#417; tr&#7885;i khi m&#7897;t m&igrave;nh n&#7919;a. Kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n s&#7907; vi&#7879;c m&#7885;i ng&#432;&#7901;i c&oacute; nh&#7899; &#273;&#7871;n m&igrave;nh hay c&#7847;n m&igrave;nh hay kh&ocirc;ng n&#7919;a. &ldquo;T&ocirc;i th&iacute;ch s&#7921; c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n n&agrave;y&rdquo; - l&#7847;n &#273;&#7847;u ti&ecirc;n, kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n ch&#7885;n c&aacute;ch ch&#7841;y tr&#7889;n, &#273;&#7889;i di&#7879;n v&#7899;i n&oacute;, v&agrave; &ldquo;t&ocirc;i &#273;&atilde; t&#7887; t&igrave;nh v&#7899;i em n&oacute; nh&#432; v&#7853;y&rdquo;. H&oacute;a ra, c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n kh&ocirc;ng &#273;&aacute;ng s&#7907; &#273;&#7871;n th&#7871;! &ldquo;T&ugrave;ng t&ugrave;ng&hellip;t&ugrave;ng. T&ugrave;ng t&ugrave;ng&hellip;t&ugrave;ng&rdquo; Ti&#7871;ng tr&#7889;ng v&agrave;o h&#7885;c x&oacute;a tan m&#7885;i suy ngh&#297; trong &#273;&#7847;u t&ocirc;i. T&ocirc;i quay ng&#432;&#7901;i l&#7841;i, kh&ocirc;ng qu&ecirc;n ch&agrave;o t&#7845;t c&#7843; nh&#7919;ng ng&#432;&#7901;i b&#7841;n t&#7921; nhi&ecirc;n kia, r&#7891;i b&#432;&#7899;c v&agrave;o l&#7899;p. T&ocirc;i ng&#7891;i v&agrave;o v&#7883; tr&iacute; c&#7911;a m&igrave;nh, v&agrave; nh&#432; m&#7897;t th&oacute;i quen, t&ocirc;i quan s&aacute;t m&#7885;i s&#7921; s&ocirc;i &#273;&#7897;ng di&#7877;n ra xung quanh m&igrave;nh, tr&aacute;i ng&#432;&#7907;c h&#7859;n v&#7899;i nh&#7919;ng g&igrave; t&ocirc;i v&#7915;a &ldquo;nh&igrave;n th&#7845;y&rdquo; gi&#7901; ra ch&#417;i. &ldquo;C&#7843;m &#417;n nh&eacute;&rdquo;, t&ocirc;i kh&ocirc;ng nh&#7899; m&igrave;nh &#273;&atilde; th&#7889;t ra th&agrave;nh l&#7901;i hay n&oacute; d&#7915;ng l&#7841;i trong suy ngh&#297; c&#7911;a t&ocirc;i, nh&#432;ng th&#7921;c s&#7921;, t&ocirc;i c&#7843;m th&#7845;y m&igrave;nh c&#7847;n bi&#7871;t &#417;n. T&ocirc;i kh&ocirc;ng mu&#7889;n k&#7875; l&#7875; qu&aacute; nhi&#7873;u v&#7873; nh&#7919;ng g&oacute;c khu&#7845;t trong t&ocirc;i khi &#7845;y. Nh&#432;ng b&acirc;y gi&#7901; m&#7895;i khi ngh&#297; l&#7841;i, t&ocirc;i b&#7845;t gi&aacute;c s&#7869; m&#7881;m c&#432;&#7901;i: &ldquo;Ch&agrave;, m&igrave;nh th&#7921;c s&#7921; &#273;&atilde; c&oacute; th&#7875; m&#7897;t m&igrave;nh v&#432;&#7907;t qua kho&#7843;ng th&#7901;i gian kh&oacute; kh&#259;n &#7845;y&rdquo;. Nh&#432;ng kho&#7843;nh kh&#7855;c &#7845;y, c&aacute;i kho&#7843;nh kh&#7855;c t&ocirc;i c&#7843;m nh&#7853;n &#273;&#432;&#7907;c b&#7847;u tr&#7901;i th&#7853;t &#273;&#7865;p, ng&#7885;n gi&oacute; th&#7853;t d&#7877; ch&#7883;u, m&#7885;i th&#7913; xung quanh t&ocirc;i &#273;&atilde; &#273;&#7893;i kh&aacute;c, &#273;&#7847;y m&agrave;u s&#7855;c v&agrave; t&#432;&#417;i s&aacute;ng h&#417;n. T&ocirc;i mu&#7889;n l&#7855;ng nghe nh&#7919;ng ng&#432;&#7901;i c&#7847;n &#273;&#432;&#7907;c l&#7855;ng nghe, v&igrave; t&ocirc;i hi&#7875;u c&#7843;m gi&aacute;c kh&ocirc;ng ai l&#7855;ng nghe m&igrave;nh n&oacute;i l&agrave; nh&#432; th&#7871; n&agrave;o. Nh&#432; nh&#7919;ng tia n&#7855;ng &#7845;y, t&ocirc;i mu&#7889;n mang &#273;&#7871;n cho th&#7871; gi&#7899;i n&agrave;y nhi&#7873;u h&#417;n s&#7921; ch&#7919;a l&agrave;nh, s&#7921; &#7845;m &aacute;p, h&agrave;n g&#7855;n l&#7841;i nh&#7919;ng tr&aacute;i tim, nh&#7919;ng t&acirc;m h&#7891;n &#273;ang b&#7883; t&#7893;n th&#432;&#417;ng. V&agrave; nh&#7919;ng ai &#273;ang &#273;&#7885;c b&agrave;i vi&#7871;t n&agrave;y, t&#7899; ch&#7881; mu&#7889;n n&oacute;i v&#7899;i c&#7853;u r&#7857;ng: &ldquo;M&#7885;i chuy&#7879;n x&#7843;y ra &#273;&#7873;u c&oacute; l&yacute; do c&#7911;a n&oacute;, n&oacute; x&#7843;y ra v&igrave; n&oacute; ph&#7843;i x&#7843;y ra. V&#7853;y n&ecirc;n, r&#7891;i cu&#7889;i c&ugrave;ng m&#7885;i chuy&#7879;n c&#361;ng s&#7869; &#7893;n th&ocirc;i, n&#7871;u ch&#432;a &#7893;n th&igrave; ch&#432;a ph&#7843;i cu&#7889;i c&ugrave;ng!&rdquo;&nbsp;Writer: Tr&#7847;n Thu Ng&acirc;n ---------------------------------------------- <a href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/ofwritermind?__eep__=6&amp;__tn__=*NK*F">#OfWriterMind</a> <a href="https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/memory?__eep__=6&amp;__tn__=*NK*F">#Memory</a> ----------------------------------------------- &nbsp;Of Writer Mind l&agrave; m&#7897;t d&#7921; &aacute;n phi l&#7907;i nhu&#7853;n mang trong m&igrave;nh s&#7913; m&#7879;nh v&agrave; t&#7847;m nh&igrave;n: "S&#7867; chia gi&aacute; tr&#7883; - k&#7871;t n&#7889;i tr&aacute;i tim" v&agrave; "&#272;&#432;a Of Writer Mind tr&#7903; th&agrave;nh m&#7897;t d&#7921; &aacute;n vi&#7871;t l&aacute;ch tr&ecirc;n nhi&#7873;u l&#297;nh v&#7921;c&rdquo;, h&#432;&#7899;ng t&#7899;i m&#7909;c ti&ecirc;u "Lan t&#7887;a ni&#7873;m &#273;am m&ecirc; vi&#7871;t l&aacute;ch t&#7899;i m&#7885;i ng&#432;&#7901;i".-----------------------------------------------M&#7884;I TH&#7854;C M&#7854;C XIN VUI L&Ograve;NG LI&Ecirc;N H&#7878;Fanpage:&nbsp;<a href="https://www.facebook.com/ofwritermind/?__tn__=kK*F">https://www.facebook.com/ofwritermind</a>Gmail: ofwritermind@gmail.comlananhc.youthplus@gmail.comHotline: Ms Lan Anh: 0358736884Ms H&#432;&#417;ng Sen: 0856649867See less&nbsp;

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