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CHUYỆN NHÀ LÀM: NOEL MUỘN

TPHCM, m&#7897;t ng&agrave;y m&#432;a bu&#7891;n th&aacute;ng 9. Ti&#7871;ng m&#432;a r&oacute;c r&aacute;ch ngo&agrave;i hi&ecirc;n, c&oacute; ai ng&#7855;m m&atilde;i ch&#7859;ng r&#7901;i. Ph&#7843;i ch&#259;ng ti&#7871;ng m&#432;a &#273;ang mu&#7889;n k&#7875; l&ecirc;n n&#7895;i l&ograve;ng c&#7911;a t&ocirc;i ? Khi c&ograve;n b&eacute; ta s&#7889;ng v&ocirc; lo v&ocirc; ngh&#297;, vui th&igrave; c&#7913; c&#432;&#7901;i s&#7843;ng kho&aacute;i, bu&#7891;n th&igrave; c&oacute; th&#7875; kh&oacute;c th&#7853;t to ch&#7859;ng lo kh&ocirc;ng ai &#273;o&aacute;i ho&agrave;i. Cu&#7897;c s&#7889;ng l&uacute;c &#273;&oacute; c&#7913; tr&ocirc;i qua m&#7897;t c&aacute;ch &ecirc;m d&#7883;u &#273;&#7871;n k&igrave; l&#7841;. V&#7853;y m&agrave; ta l&#7841;i &#432;&#7899;c ao l&#7899;n nhanh &#273;&#7875; r&#7891;i l&#7841;i c&#7847;u xin &#273;&#432;&#7907;c tr&#7903; v&#7873; ng&agrave;y b&eacute; gi&#7919;a nh&#7919;ng d&ograve;ng k&iacute; &#7913;c tuy&#7879;t &#273;&#7865;p c&ograve;n &#273;&#7885;ng m&atilde;i l&#7841;i trong tim. &#272;&#7901;i ng&#432;&#7901;i gi&#7889;ng nh&#432; m&#7897;t b&#7843;n nh&#7841;c, d&ugrave; c&oacute; giai &#273;i&#7879;u vui hay bu&#7891;n th&igrave; &#273;&#7873;u c&oacute; n&#7889;t l&ecirc;n, n&#7889;t xu&#7889;ng. Kh&ocirc;ng ai l&uacute;c n&agrave;o c&#361;ng &#7893;n, kh&ocirc;ng ai l&agrave; ho&agrave;n h&#7843;o, kh&ocirc;ng ai m&agrave; ch&#432;a t&#7915;ng tr&#7843;i qua nh&#7919;ng tr&#7843;i nghi&#7879;m, k&#7881; ni&#7879;m s&acirc;u &#273;&#7853;m kh&oacute; qu&ecirc;n &#273;&#7875; &#273;&#7893;i l&#7841;i nh&#7919;ng b&agrave;i h&#7885;c qu&yacute; gi&aacute; c&#7911;a cu&#7897;c &#273;&#7901;i! Ng&agrave;y &#7845;y, tu&#7893;i th&#417; h&#7891;n nhi&ecirc;n, h&#7841;nh ph&uacute;c &#7845;y, c&aacute;i thanh xu&acirc;n t&#432;&#417;i &#273;&#7865;p nh&#432;ng &#273;&ocirc;i ch&uacute;t n&#7893;i lo&#7841;n c&ugrave;ng l&#361; b&#7841;n chu du, tung ho&agrave;nh kh&#7855;p m&#7885;i n&#7867;o &#273;&#432;&#7901;ng, l&uacute;c c&ograve;n ra &#273;&#7891;ng th&#7843; di&#7873;u, h&iacute;t l&#7845;y h&iacute;t &#273;&#7875; c&aacute;i m&ugrave;i h&#432;&#417;ng m&#7897;c m&#7841;c c&#7911;a &#273;&#7891;ng l&uacute;c ch&iacute;n v&agrave;ng, hay th&#7843;y qua th&#7843;y l&#7841;i c&#7911; khoai lu&#7897;c n&oacute;ng h&#7893;i tr&ecirc;n &#273;&ocirc;i b&agrave;n tay d&#417; l&#7845;m t&#7845;m b&ugrave;n &#273;&#7845;t khi tr&#7901;i tr&#7903; m&#432;a l&#7841;nh bu&#7889;t... &#272;&oacute; ph&#7843;i ch&#259;ng l&agrave; m&oacute;n qu&agrave; tuy&#7879;t v&#7901;i nh&#7845;t m&agrave; cu&#7897;c s&#7889;ng ban t&#7863;ng cho m&#7895;i ng&#432;&#7901;i ch&uacute;ng ta&hellip;? Nh&#432;ng ti&#7871;c thay nh&#7919;ng kho&#7843;nh kh&#7855;c &#273;&#7865;p &#273;&#7869; l&#7841;i ng&#7855;n ng&#7911;i v&ocirc; c&ugrave;ng&hellip;n&oacute; &#273;&#7871;n d&#7883;u d&agrave;ng v&agrave; &#7845;m &aacute;p nh&#432; tia n&#7855;ng &#273;&#7847;u m&ugrave;a xu&acirc;n nh&#432;ng c&#361;ng ra &#273;i h&#7919;ng h&#7901; nh&#432; chi&#7871;c l&aacute; m&ugrave;a thu cu&#7889;i c&ugrave;ng l&agrave;m trong l&ograve;ng t&ocirc;i c&oacute; nhi&#7873;u c&#7843;m x&uacute;c b&acirc;ng khu&acirc;ng kh&oacute; t&#7843;, c&#361;ng c&oacute; &#273;&ocirc;i ch&uacute;t luy&#7871;n ti&#7871;c kh&ocirc;ng th&agrave;nh l&#7901;i. Khi d&#7847;n tr&#432;&#7903;ng th&agrave;nh, &#273;am m&ecirc; th&ocirc;i th&uacute;c khi&#7871;n ta d&#7847;n r&#7901;i xa v&ugrave;ng an to&agrave;n c&#7911;a m&igrave;nh, c&#7911;a gia &#273;&igrave;nh &#273;&#7875; ch&#7913;ng t&#7887; b&#7843;n th&acirc;n, &#273;&#7875; ghi d&#7845;u ch&acirc;n nh&#7887; b&eacute; c&#7911;a ta gi&#7919;a x&atilde; h&#7897;i t&#7845;p n&#7853;p, v&agrave; nhu c&#7847;u c&#7911;a con ng&#432;&#7901;i l&#7841;i ng&agrave;y m&#7897;t t&#259;ng cao. Khi &#273;&oacute;, ta b&#7887; l&#7841;i s&#7921; b&igrave;nh y&ecirc;n, ni&#7873;m vui trong l&ograve;ng m&agrave; nh&#432;&#7901;ng ch&#7895; cho &ldquo;k&#7867;&rdquo; b&#7853;n b&#7883;u, lo l&#7855;ng,&hellip; &#273;&#7875; r&#7891;i qu&ecirc;n &#273;i c&#7843;m x&uacute;c th&#7853;t v&agrave; l&#7901;i th&igrave; th&#7847;m c&#7911;a tr&aacute;i tim m&igrave;nh m&agrave; m&#7843;i m&ecirc; lao v&agrave;o v&ograve;ng xo&aacute;y cu&#7897;c &#273;&#7901;i,&hellip; C&aacute;i l&uacute;c t&ocirc;i d&#7847;n nh&#7853;n ra m&igrave;nh kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n l&agrave; &#273;&#7913;a em g&aacute;i b&eacute; b&#7887;ng, hay kh&oacute;c nh&egrave; v&agrave; &#273;&#432;&#7907;c m&#7885;i ng&#432;&#7901;i quan t&acirc;m nh&#432; h&#7891;i b&eacute; n&#7919;a, &#273;&oacute; c&#361;ng l&agrave; l&uacute;c t&ocirc;i &#273;&#432;&#7907;c cu&#7897;c &#273;&#7901;i d&#7841;y cho nhi&#7873;u nhi&#7873;u &#273;i&#7873;u m&agrave; c&oacute; l&#7869; &#273;&#7871;n khi gi&agrave; t&ocirc;i c&#361;ng kh&oacute; l&ograve;ng qu&ecirc;n &#273;&#432;&#7907;c. B&#432;&#7899;c ch&acirc;n ra x&atilde; h&#7897;i, ta kh&ocirc;ng c&ograve;n l&agrave; &ldquo;trung t&acirc;m&rdquo; nh&#432; h&#7891;i nh&#7887; n&#7919;a, con ng&#432;&#7901;i ta nh&igrave;n m&#7863;t nhau m&agrave; s&#7889;ng, gi&#7845;u &#273;i c&#7843;m x&uacute;c v&agrave; suy ngh&#297; c&#7911;a b&#7843;n th&acirc;n ch&#7881; &#273;&#7875; l&agrave;m h&agrave;i l&ograve;ng ng&#432;&#7901;i kh&aacute;c&hellip;Ngay l&uacute;c &#273;&oacute;, t&ocirc;i ch&#7907;t nh&#7853;n ra th&#7853;t kh&oacute; &#273;&#7875; ta t&igrave;m &#273;&#432;&#7907;c m&#7897;t linh h&#7891;n &#273;&#7891;ng &#273;i&#7879;u v&#7899;i m&igrave;nh&nbsp;gi&#7919;a th&#7871; gi&#7899;i x&ocirc; b&#7891; ngo&agrave;i kia, m&#7897;t ng&#432;&#7901;i khi&#7871;n ta tho&#7843;i m&aacute;i b&#7897;c b&#7841;ch suy ngh&#297;, t&acirc;m t&#432; trong l&ograve;ng, hay chia s&#7867; nh&#7919;ng cu&#7897;c h&agrave;nh tr&igrave;nh ta &#273;&atilde; tr&#7843;i qua v&agrave; nh&#7919;ng th&#7917; th&aacute;ch ta bu&#7897;c ph&#7843;i &#273;&#7889;i m&#7863;t...C&oacute; ph&#7843;i con ng&#432;&#7901;i gi&#7901; &#273;&acirc;y &#273;&atilde; &#273;&oacute;ng k&iacute;n c&#7917;a tr&aacute;i tim, kh&ocirc;ng ai tin ai, y&ecirc;u ai hay m&#7903; l&ograve;ng cho nh&#7919;ng &#273;i&#7873;u m&#7899;i m&#7867;, v&igrave; sao v&#7853;y? Ph&#7843;i ch&#259;ng h&#7885; &#273;&atilde; qu&aacute; s&#7907; h&atilde;i hay th&#7853;m ch&iacute; l&agrave; ch&aacute;n gh&eacute;t c&aacute;i s&#7921; l&#7915;a d&#7889;i ng&#432;&#7901;i ta d&agrave;nh cho nhau..? L&uacute;c &#7845;y, c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n l&#7841;i tr&#7903; th&agrave;nh c&#7843;m x&uacute;c chung c&#7911;a ch&uacute;ng ta&hellip;V&#7853;y c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n c&oacute; th&#7853;t s&#7921; &#273;&aacute;ng s&#7907; nh&#432; ng&#432;&#7901;i ta v&#7851;n th&#432;&#7901;ng hay k&#7875;? T&ocirc;i l&#7841;i ngh&#297; kh&aacute;c, &#273;&ocirc;i l&uacute;c c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n khi&#7871;n th&#7901;i gian nh&#432; ch&#7847;m ch&#7853;m l&#7841;i, ph&#7843;i ch&#259;ng l&uacute;c &#273;&oacute; n&oacute; &#273;ang mu&#7889;n l&#7855;ng nghe ti&#7871;ng l&ograve;ng m&#7895;i ng&#432;&#7901;i ch&uacute;ng ta? T&ocirc;i c&oacute; v&ocirc; t&igrave;nh &#273;&#7885;c &#273;&#432;&#7907;c m&#7897;t c&acirc;u kh&aacute; hay nh&#432; n&agrave;y: &rdquo;Khi ta tr&#7903; n&ecirc;n c&ocirc; &#273;&#7897;c v&agrave; mu&#7889;n bu&ocirc;ng b&#7887; m&#7885;i th&#7913; g&aacute;nh n&#7863;ng tr&ecirc;n vai, l&uacute;c &#273;&oacute; ta m&#7899;i th&#7853;t s&#7921; nghe &#273;&#432;&#7907;c &#273;i&#7873;u tr&aacute;i tim mu&#7889;n n&oacute;i&hellip;&rdquo;Kho&#7843;nh kh&#7855;c ta c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n, li&#7879;u &#273;&oacute; c&oacute; ph&#7843;i l&agrave; li&#7873;u thu&#7889;c khi&#7871;n ta d&#7915;ng ch&acirc;n l&#7841;i, nh&igrave;n nh&#7853;n v&agrave; suy ngh&#297; nh&#7919;ng g&igrave; &#273;&atilde; tr&#7843;i qua, nh&#7919;ng th&#7913; ta &#273;&atilde; b&#7887; l&#7905;,&hellip; &#273;&oacute; c&oacute; ph&#7843;i l&agrave; l&uacute;c t&acirc;m h&#7891;n ta &#273;&#432;&#7907;c ch&#7919;a l&agrave;nh m&#7897;t ch&uacute;t trong b&igrave;nh y&ecirc;n? Khi &#7845;y, ta s&#7869; c&#7843;m nh&#7853;n &#273;&#432;&#7907;c t&#7915;ng nh&#7883;p &#273;&#7853;p c&#7911;a con tim,&hellip; C&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n n&oacute; v&#7889;n l&agrave; m&#7897;t ph&#7847;n trong qu&aacute; tr&igrave;nh tr&#432;&#7903;ng th&agrave;nh c&#7911;a m&#7895;i con ng&#432;&#7901;i ch&#7913; kh&ocirc;ng ch&#7881; l&agrave; v&igrave; th&aacute;ng n&#259;m tr&ocirc;i mau! B&#7903;i c&oacute; c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n ta m&#7899;i tr&#7903; n&ecirc;n gan d&#7841;, t&#7921; l&#7853;p v&agrave; d&agrave;nh cho b&#7843;n th&acirc;n nhi&#7873;u th&#7901;i gian h&#417;n. C&#361;ng ch&iacute;nh nh&#7901; c&ocirc; &#273;&#417;n, ta l&#7841;i c&agrave;ng bi&#7871;t &#417;n v&agrave; tr&acirc;n tr&#7885;ng gia &#273;&igrave;nh, nh&#7919;ng ng&#432;&#7901;i y&ecirc;u th&#432;&#417;ng ta v&agrave; nh&#7919;ng g&igrave; ta &#273;ang c&oacute; nhi&#7873;u h&#417;n n&#7919;a&hellip;c&oacute; l&#7869; cu&#7897;c s&#7889;ng kh&ocirc;ng ph&#7843;i l&uacute;c n&agrave;o c&#361;ng t&#7891;i t&#7879; ch&#7881; l&agrave; ta ch&#432;a t&#7915;ng ngh&#297; n&oacute; theo h&#432;&#7899;ng t&iacute;ch c&#7921;c m&agrave; th&ocirc;i&hellip;Sau t&#7845;t c&#7843;, t&ocirc;i nh&#7853;n ra &#273;i&#7873;u l&agrave;m m&igrave;nh tr&#7903; n&ecirc;n m&#7841;nh m&#7869; h&#417;n m&#7895;i ng&agrave;y kh&ocirc;ng ph&#7843;i l&agrave; kh&oacute;c h&#7871;t ra m&agrave; l&agrave; &#273;&#7913;ng l&ecirc;n v&agrave; chinh ph&#7909;c n&oacute;, c&aacute;i kh&oacute; kh&#259;n l&agrave;m t&ocirc;i kh&oacute; ch&#7883;u, &#273;au &#273;&#7847;u &#7845;y&hellip;D&ugrave; c&oacute; l&#7869; tr&ecirc;n con &#273;&#432;&#7901;ng tr&#432;&#7903;ng th&agrave;nh t&ocirc;i v&#7851;n m&#7897;t m&igrave;nh nh&#432;ng nhi&#7879;t huy&#7871;t v&agrave; &#273;am m&ecirc; trong l&ograve;ng t&ocirc;i v&#7851;n ch&aacute;y v&agrave; t&ocirc;i v&#7851;n s&#7889;ng, s&#7889;ng &#273;&#7875; y&ecirc;u, s&#7889;ng &#273;&#7875; h&#7885;c h&#7887;i kh&ocirc;ng ng&#7915;ng v&agrave; s&#7889;ng &#273;&#7875; chinh ph&#7909;c nh&#7919;ng &#432;&#7899;c m&#417;&hellip; &#272;&#7915;ng qu&aacute; s&#7907; s&#7921; c&ocirc; &#273;&#7897;c, c&oacute; khi &#273;&oacute; l&#7841;i l&agrave; v&#361; kh&iacute; l&#7907;i h&#7841;i nh&#7845;t &#273;&#7875; ta v&#432;&#7907;t qua m&#7885;i th&#7917; th&aacute;ch, s&oacute;ng gi&oacute; c&#7911;a cu&#7897;c &#273;&#7901;i v&agrave; tr&#7903; th&agrave;nh phi&ecirc;n b&#7843;n ho&agrave;n h&#7843;o nh&#7845;t c&#7911;a b&#7843;n th&acirc;n! Nh&#432;ng d&ugrave; sao, t&ocirc;i bi&#7871;t trong c&#7843; cu&#7897;c h&agrave;nh tr&igrave;nh tr&#432;&#7903;ng th&agrave;nh c&#7911;a b&#7843;n th&acirc;n m&agrave; ta kh&ocirc;ng c&oacute; l&#7845;y m&#7897;t ng&#432;&#7901;i b&#7841;n &#273;&#7891;ng h&agrave;nh th&igrave; th&#7853;t thi&#7879;t th&ograve;i bi&#7871;t bao nh&#7881;? Ta h&atilde;y th&#7917; m&#7903; l&ograve;ng m&igrave;nh ra, h&#7885;c c&aacute;ch y&ecirc;u m&#7885;i th&#7913; xung quanh v&agrave; m&#7841;nh d&#7841;n n&oacute;i l&ecirc;n c&#7843;m ngh&#297; c&#7911;a m&igrave;nh, h&atilde;y m&#7841;nh m&#7869; v&#432;&#417;n &#273;&ocirc;i c&aacute;nh c&#7911;a ta m&agrave; bay &#273;i chinh ph&#7909;c &#273;&#7845;t,chinh ph&#7909;c tr&#7901;i&hellip;Bi&#7871;t &#273;&acirc;u, khi ta &#273;&#7851;m m&#7879;t v&agrave; d&#7915;ng l&#7841;i ngh&#7881; ch&acirc;n, ng&#7855;m nh&igrave;n th&#7871; gi&#7899;i r&#7897;ng l&#7899;n bao la, ta s&#7869; t&igrave;m &#273;&#432;&#7907;c m&#7897;t ng&#432;&#7901;i b&#7841;n &#273;&#7891;ng h&agrave;nh tuy&#7879;t v&#7901;i nh&#7845;t th&igrave; sao&hellip;? Xin &#273;&#7915;ng h&#7889;i th&uacute;c th&#7901;i gian hay m&atilde;i tr&aacute;ch b&#7843;n th&acirc;n ch&#432;a t&#7889;t. B&#7845;t k&igrave; m&#7897;t m&#7889;i quan h&#7879; n&agrave;o c&#361;ng c&#7847;n c&oacute; c&aacute;i duy&ecirc;n. H&atilde;y c&#7913; &#273;&#7875; m&igrave;nh tr&ocirc;i theo th&#7901;i gian v&agrave; vui v&#7867; &#273;&oacute;n nh&#7853;n m&#7885;i th&#7913; cu&#7897;c s&#7889;ng ban t&#7863;ng. Ta c&oacute; th&#7875; c&ocirc; &#273;&#7897;c c&#7843; tu&#7893;i tr&#7867;, nh&#432;ng t&ocirc;i mong khi v&#7873; gi&agrave; s&#7869; kh&ocirc;ng ai ra &#273;i m&agrave; v&#7851;n c&ocirc; &#273;&#7897;c&hellip;&#8208;-----------------------------------&#9997;Writer: Anhnl_11#SHARE&nbsp;&#8208;-----------------------------------TH&Ocirc;NG TIN CHI TI&#7870;TFanpage: https://www.facebook.com/ofwritermindHotline:0358736884 ( Ms Lan Anh)Email: ofwritermind@gmail.com&nbsp;ho&#7863;c lananh.youthplus@gmailcom

Lan Anhh

TPHCM, một ngày mưa buồn tháng 9. Tiếng mưa róc rách ngoài hiên, có ai ngắm mãi chẳng rời. Phải chăng tiếng mưa đang muốn kể lên nỗi lòng của 

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